So six of my last ten blog posts were, in fact, audios.
I’ve found via my Creative Solopreneur Podcast that I have an insatiable love for audio interviews. I like asking the probing questions, ruffling the layers, plucking out the underpinnings, and I enjoy throwing in a bit of entertainment here and there, too. {This explains my high school award-winning Speech & Debate tenure, my first career as a very animated high school English teacher, and my secret fantasy of being a Saturday Night Live cast member.}
My recent audio fascination has led me to wonder, will I ever blog again?
There are many reasons to blog, faithfully and intentionally and passionately. Blogging is great for SEO. Blogging is the vehicle of choice for people who don’t like audio. Blogging is [buzzphrase ahead] participating in the conversation.
But for the past several weeks, I’ve been excusing myself from really pressing into what I’m thinking and turning that outward in the form of a blog post. Sure, lots of people go through this. Lots of my clients struggle with maintaining a blogging schedule. Many of them aren’t writers by nature, and many of them get caught up in second guessing their ideas. I know how to talk them through this. It’s a normal part of Becoming a Blogger.
Trouble is, essentially, wholeheartedly, unapologetically, I’m a writer.
And so I feel that I should always have something to put out there. And should understand that judging what I’m thinking about is not such a hot way to stay in the flow.
It’s what I do and who I am. I’m not sure there’s a single hour of any day when I’m not thinking of a fictional character, turning over a line of poetry, or composting ideas for a potential nonfiction piece. It’s just how I make my way through my life.
But I’ve only funneled my unfettered writerly self into this blog in fits and starts.
I’m pretty sure this is because I’m still picking through the jewel box, so to speak. Entrepreneurial lessons in this drawer, musings about the creative life in that one. A #NaNoLove Tiny Audio hanging from that hook.
I’m sure that what I’m hunting for is the through thread, that motif that unifies it all. And so I’ve been blog hesitant lately.
And I’m getting some really good help with that. No, not the blog hesitancy. The through thread. Because that’s, like, the underlying issue.
This has been my season of learning from great teachers, namely Dave Navarro in More Buyers Mastermind, Laura Roeder in Creating Fame, and Natalie Peluso and Sinclair in Action Studio. I’m got my entrepreneurial vision and intentions in grad school. So I’m doing these three intensive business programs concurrently while I’m crazy enough to be writing the first draft of a novel in thirty days. {By the way, I should be writing my novel right now. My protag is at a bar, waiting for me to show up and orchestrate a meeting with her love interest.} And — oh, yeah! — I’m running a business here, too. Abby Kerr Ink is alive and kickin’ and taking new clients.
So I know, indubitably, yes. I will blog again.
Whenever my through thread starts to gleam in the tapestry of everything my mind and heart and soul is in love with. That could be tomorrow. That could be next week.
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